Starting all over again. - Jamais Vu

It is finding that focus again. It is finding that enthusiasm, and rediscovering it over and over again. To question and to examine leads us to a more meaningful life perhaps, but sometimes, the irony is so enmeshed into our life, that the deeper we go, the more intense the marvel. You come to realize with bristling clarity that if we fall blind to our most direct senses and emotions, life turns out to be an endless pursuit of meaning in every and any thing you do – it is lived to any single worthwhile extent. But if all we care about is so called “living life”, then we have all but submitted to the drowning of our senses. We crave so much for this absence of consciousness, this silencing of the desperate poundings of mortality.

It is time to start all over again. There were disappointments and more despair that suceeds hope. But i guess you can only come out stronger and more resolved. I can only hope that with every bit and moment of redefining, i come closer to what I want and always hope to achieve.

Choose life
-Sister Helen Kelly

Choose life
only that and always,
and at whatever risk.
To let life leak out, to let it wear away by
the mere passage of time, to withhold
giving it and spreading it
is to choose nothing.